Creative Aging

When I see the future I see myself glowing with love everflowing

like the sun setting

like the leaves blowing

I will continuingly be unfolding.

The magic of life's miracles

springing forth from me

through openness, caring and sharing.

I will be a part of God's positive plan

and meet all set backs

as a challenge and opportunity

to risk and grow and therefore flow.

I will be child like

excited with new ideas and people. Pushing aside all hates, fears, and pains. Just like the trees undress for winter

I too shall redress for better days ahead

with hope, love, forgiveness

and above all creative plan.

For these will see me through

when I am tired or blue.

I shall always live on in what I do

even when my body is through.

So I say goodby to all the fears

and hello to all the years

with such a spark

I shall truly never depart!

Photo by Janet Century

I am not the "stroke" in bed 2.

Or the "hip-replacement” in room 4,

–Jeri A. Zauder

Or the "Foley that needs changing” in 7. I am me!

I used to have responsibilities like you -

There were people dependent on me.

I was a nurse.

I raised 4 children.

I made decisions.

My body was young and beautiful -

I ran, I flew, I made love.

I climbed a mountain once and found an eagle's nest.

I have been one with the wind,

Skimming the lake in a small red sailboat.

I have lain alone on smooth grass,

Outrageous Old Woman

I want to live to be

an outrageous old woman Who is never accused of being an old lady

I want to live to have

ten thousand lovers

In one love

One 70 year long loving Love There are at least 2 of me

I want to get leaner and meaner Sharp edged

'color of the ground

Till I discorporate

from sheer joy

Seeing blue sky sparkling through the maple leaves, With sadness making pathways over my cheekbones.

I have been brave.

I have won honors. I have failed.

-Julia Koover

from Country Women Book

TEE

Photo by M. B.. Camp

Photo by Janet Century

Page 8/What She Wants/February, 1980

I have tasted filet mignon.

I have helped the sun burn a hole in a dried leaf with a magnifying glass.

I have skipped up the center of the street in a wind storm.

I have waded in warm street puddles after a quick summer rain.

I have seen geese fly.

I have skipped rocks.

I have kissed hurts away from skinned knees,

And have felt a baby's face nuzzling into my neck.

I remember the fragrance of baby powder and freshlylaundered clothes.

I have no one now who knew me then.

Please see me.

You will be old someday, too.

Then you will understand how I want you to know me. But then it will be too late.

-Ellle King

We were together-years telling with

a love tho no one bid

——

our truths.

Lifetimes — half spent before

they began

-

our silence.

we cried in

Time erased our youth and song, there is no going back

they could not hear our music then. But do not cry for me, dear friend. My voice is now and strong and countless days remain

in which to sing.

'-Terry Bullen